my life is so good but i can't bring myself to enjoy it. my psyche is just ungrateful, i think.
i just got spotify premium, which is pretty sick. it expires in 3 months, so i'll try to get as many music reviews out as i can. call me stupid but i genuinely tried really hard to get an album review out a couple months ago & i totally forgot. like, blanked-out-straight-forgot. i'm kind of excited to write it, though -- seems like a fun prompt.
recently, i got my spam followers to recommend me songs; which resulted in a wide array of music and genres that are so diverse i genuinely have no idea what might start playing next.
a lot of these were from the same girl (shoutout evangeline) & all of these songs have been so different. i'm actually quite confused. literally how do you not get overwhelmed by the first 3 songs? it's incredible.
i'll probably write a blog entry about these. i've been having fun reviewing these songs in a notepad document, so i'll probably just copy and paste it into a post.
in other news, here's a banana. my friend gave it to me for no particular reason, which i find hilarious. that giant deformity at the top is an amalgamation of super glue & nail glue, lovingly intertwined to patch up a gaping hole on her forehead.
she's quite cute, but i'm not sure what to name her. suggestions are welcome! i honestly don't really care what her name is lol.
i feel like a sailor. i've been referring to her as a person, using feminine pronouns for her; kind of like a boat or ship (in a way). i'm going insane.
my first period teacher was poking her this morning. she's been a fascinating curio for him, since he's been pointing her out every morning -- referring to her as my "stress banana." it's nice, but it (ironically) stresses me out. i'm not sure why, but it's scary every time a teacher speaks directly towards me.
anyways, anatomy was pretty interesting yesterday. like, we had to actually exercise & stuff. i got paired up with this random ass dude & he ACTUALLY works out... so it was pretty embarrassing that my numbers were that low for the bicep curls. lord have mercy. at least my data was accurate?
my life has been an odd mixture of hectic and calm. like, i've been having a lot of fun but i feel like total shit. last friday, we had a substitute (he's one of the spanish teachers. he teaches spanish 4 honors & AP spanish. if you go to sierra you could probably guess who he is) & he totally went off on me for swearing. i said: "who the fuck is that?" referring to toji lol.
though i get that i shouldn't be swearing, i feel like he was overreacting a bit. he was yelling at me about how i was leaving a bad impression on him & that he "understands what i think of myself" or something. i can't really remember it properly, i was kind of zoning out at that point.
at the time, i didn't really know how to react. i was kind of shocked, i guess. i was just startled at his sheer audacity. how someone could say something like that? like, that was totally overstepping, right? why is it your business what i think of myself?
i don't know. when my accounting teacher asked me if he said anything inappropriate, i kept quiet. it's fine, i guess. i'm already over it.
happy birthday to everyone who has a birthday in march btw! also feel the wrath of my JEALOUSY
i wish i was born in spring. much love!!!! bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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